I’m trying to be much happier and on top of life, but today I just feel sad. Everything going on in the world seems to be especially terrible at the moment and it’s cold and there’s heaps I’m supposed to be doing but I don’t know how to pull myself from this sort of hole. I want my boyfriend.
It’s twenty past ten and I’m out of the house, I ate a proper breakfast (cereal with coconut, cashews, soy milk and raspberries mm), I took my noopept, I had a proper shower (with my new ‘dreamwash’ from lush), I’m having dinner with my parents tonight, and now I’m listening to 2ne1 on my way to work. Today will be a good day, I am determined.
Loved today’s date with Kasia 💜 but coming up from tomorrow I’ll be working 13 shifts in the next 11 days with only 1 day off… What did I get myself into?